learn about heather “lulu” mazzei and the

depths of alternative love

how I

flow

I want to invite you to hear yourself, heal your relationships, and journey home.

My offerings are created for those who seek to build a spiritual practice, a more expansive relationship to sexuality, and deep presence. I’m here to provide guidance as you navigate the deep waters of the unconscious and connect to your soul.

My approach combines tantra/sacred sexuality, somatics, spirituality, and medicine work.

It’s okay to be afraid of the unknown, and I’m here to walk with you on the journey towards wholeness. I see my energy as a bridge from the life you're living to the one you were meant for.

Are you ready to go

deeper?

my journey

home

I have walked through many life transitions and believe in living and practicing in the gray areas.

My background includes clinical training, academic education, lived experience, and a deep call to honor the sacredness of life and my own intuition.

My path has transformed over the years, spiraling deeper and deeper into the mystery that is life. But one thing has always remained, my interest and devotion to embodiment.

I’ve been a dancer since I was 3 years old, and throughout my journey have guided others back into their bodies.

After careers in the fitness industry, and macro social work, I found myself drawn to pursue a therapy license. I spent years training and devoting myself to the study of sexuality and the human psyche, while simultaneously becoming a burlesque dance career that included a burlesque school for women in my community. 

After 5 years of creative expression and 3,000 hours of clinical practice, I felt empty and unfulfilled. I had everything I thought I wanted, but I felt the call to something deeper, something more sacred.

The years that followed took me on a journey traveling around the world, and with the support of psychedelics and plant medicine, deep within my internal landscape. I started learning from lived experience while studying and receiving transmissions of Tantra, Sacred Sexuality, and Womb Wisdom. 

I became a sponge for life and love. 

I met my now husband and got married.

I left the country I called home for 38 years.

And now, I create out of passion and love.

I have found an alternative path through life, by following my heart over my head, and through embodying love.

I’m here to guide you back to yourself.

Are you ready to remember? 

Credentials

Bachelor of Kinesiology, Minor in Dance, CSULB, 2012
Master of Social Work, CSULB 2017
Certified Psychedelic Assisted Therapist, Integrative Psychiatry Institute, 2023
Licensed Clinical Social Worker (LCSW), No.115209 

you don’t have
to figure anything out

you can just be

come do nothing
with me

and see how
everything

comes
alive

If what you’ve seen. felt. read. resonates, please reach out.

Let's flow together on

a journey of transformation

so you may meet the woman you have been longing to connect with.