learn about lulu lee mazzei, LCSW and the

depths of alternative love

meaning

the

alternative love is a creation born from my essence. The logo represents the center of my being, a place I met by traveling into the darkness.

Inspired by Danu who guides my feet, Bhairavi who lights my path with fire, Shekinah who dwells within me, and the ancient and mystical Yantra’s from Hindu cosmology.

The symbol of alternative love encapsulates my lineage, the earth we inhabit, and my life’s journey thus far. The logo lies beneath it all, at the center.

Here begins the journey inward toward wholeness. The circle of death, where the name from my childhood and first love are held with grief and joy.

Diving inward, the sacred waters, the great womb space. Where we enter a portal back to creation so we can begin again.

Flowing deeper, “may you find alternative love”, honoring my Jewish ancestry, and calling seekers to the circle of life. A place where we spend time being the next version of ourselves.

The word a w a k e n - written in Ogham, symbolizing my Celtic heritage, rises through the chakra system, representing endless cycles of rebirth.

As we come into personal alignment, we integrate the masculine and the feminine, the yin and yang, the left and the right, represented by the blending of sun and moon at the crown.

At the center of it all, behind the layers, behind the lines, and drawing you into focus and presence is my center. Held within the elements and the divine; a place of quiescence and alternative love.

how I

flow

I want to invite you to hear yourself, heal your relationships, and journey home.

My offerings are created for those who seek to build a spiritual practice, a more expansive relationship to sexuality, and deep presence. I’m here to provide guidance as you navigate the deep waters of the unconscious and connect to your soul.

My therapeutic approach combines psychedelic and somatic therapy, sacred sexual techniques and ritual living.

It’s okay to be afraid of the unknown, and I’m here to walk with you on the journey towards wholeness. I see my energy as a bridge from the life you're living to the one you were meant for.

I’m ready to guide you in learning how to feel your feelings and expand your capacity to be present with all sensations. This is deep, mystical, experiential work.

Are you ready
to heal and

awaken?

you don’t have
to figure anything out

you can just be

come do nothing
with me

and see how
everything

comes
alive

my journey

home

I have walked through many life transitions and believe in living and practicing in the gray areas.

My background includes clinical training, academic education, experiential learning, and a deep call to honor the sacredness of life and my own intuition.

Bachelor of Kinesiology,
Minor in Dance

CSULB, 2012

Master of Social Work

CSULB, 2017

Social Worker

Specialized in addiction recovery
Supervised by Beth Schroeder, LCSW

Surf City Recovery, 2020-2022

Lulu Lor and the Siren Sisters

A community of women who love themselves and each other. A portal through self-love, sensuality and sisterhood.

Long Beach Burlesque company, 2019-2023

Therapist

Specialized in sex therapy and
PACT couples therapy
Supervised by Dr. Kate Balestrieri, PsyD

Modern Intimacy, 2020-2023

Tantra

Level 1 Retreat
Dr. Nathalie Heinrich, 2022

Trauma Resource
Method (TRM)

TRM Level 1 and 2  trainings, 
2021 & 2022

ISTA Practitioner Training

ISTA (International School of 
Temple Arts), Nov 2023

Soul Archeology, Cannabis
Therapy Apprenticeship

Phoenix MacGregor, 2023 - ongoing

Psychedelic Assisted
Therapy Training

Integrative Psychiatry Institute,
in progress

Licensed Clinical Social
Worker, LCSW

Heather Lee Mazzei No.115209

If what you’ve seen. felt. read. resonates, please reach out.

Let's flow together on

a journey of transformation

so you may meet the being you have been longing to connect with.